You would think that by now its time that they would know what’s going on with me and be able to fix it or find something to make me not in pain other than having to take medicine every day and night. Well guess what nope the doctors haven’t and gets really annoying. How do you think you would feel if it seems every other day you were sick or if you had to remember to take several different medicine’s all that time and still not knowing what is wrong or if you are ever going to be able to as I say feel normal again.
I feel like I can’t just go out and have fun with not feeling at least a little sick. Yeah I don’t feel like miserable all the time but that is thanks to the several medicine’s I take however I think everyday I feel at least a little as I say under the weather. I feel like it’s so repetitive the same old thing saying the same thing all the time and still no answers. I’m sick of being sick and feeling like crap, I’m sick of not knowing when I’m just going to hit with a sharp knife stabbing pain.
Lucky for me its almost time for another surgery as I said earlier in my posts I have to get one every three to six months and its time for another endoscopy I’m hoping that maybe they will find something this time that will give them more information because I’m just ready to stop taking all these medicines. I’m ready to just be able to feel better all I really want is just a week where I can just go without taking medicine and without feeling sick at all but I know that I cant because if I go a day without medicine I’m tired and feel even worse. I’m just ready to be normal again as I say but I guess I can say I have plenty of time to give and that’s more than some others can say.